Wednesday, January 17, 2007
picket fences and laser beams
Okay!My appt has been made and my leave has been approved.
This Tuesday, I will be going to perm my hair.
I need something drastic.
Something not boring.
Something that screams "New Year, New Me!"
Something that will show the world that I am ME, and not just jp's gf.
Bah. JP's girlfriend. How bland.
Not that I am complaining about being his gf. Don't get me wrong. I love being his gf. wahahaha. Shameless?
Whatever.
The problem of being attached is that once you have a SO, an invisible barrier immediately goes up around you. The last time i checked, the barrier around me reached Jupiter and was still in the process of extending itself toward Pluto.
If you are introduced to your SO's friends, they will still somehow keep a distance from you. I don't know, maybe jp's guy friends are afraid jp will turn into this fire-breathing, tyrannical, crazy dragon or something. The girls are reserved...and may I say, judgemental.
Well, at least i am, when i meet my good friends' gfs.
I'll be like thinking "Urgh. Not pretty enough" or "Ack. Uncouth" or "OMG!! Wannabe alert!". Something along those lines.
Not that I can help it, you know. I guess it's a girl thing.
I've yet to find a way of breaking down this invisible barrier that is erected around me by others. I'm quite ok with a picket fence, just not something that spans across planets!
Sigh.
Hopefully, my new hairdo will do the trick.
Yea, wishful thinking. I know.