Monday, April 26, 2004
Helloooooooooo..
Yup. Exams are over...and i think i totally blew one paper...damn it. I certainly hope i can pass!
Anyhow..i've been working since my papers ended..which pretty much sucks but can't be helped cuz im low on cash..Sigh...I really wanna go to the beach and work on my tan..Haha...guess what? I think tanned ppl look slimmer than the fair. Don't know why, but until you are stick thin (and even then, i can distinguish between flab and fab), being fair only seems to make you look flabby, unhealthy and generally..like you survive on moonshine... So! I decided, being tan (i didn't say charcoal okay?!) is a good thing. Heck with the current trend of skin whitening and SKII. Besides, being tan appears to deepen my cleavage. Hahahahahha......illusion....:P
XxX,
audrey at 21:31
Tuesday, April 20, 2004
Bonjour!!!
Only 4 more papers to go! After tomo, i'll be down to 2! Yay!!!! Cant wait for friday!!!!!!!!! It's really times like this that I really want to forcefully turn the hands to time forward..This is like pure torture man....But haha! At least the ntu ppl are only starting their exams now when im nearly done so i guess that's some form of comfort.
XxX,
audrey at 17:21
Saturday, April 17, 2004
heyo.
Im kinda depressed today. Everything seemed to go wrong today. it was SUCH a bad day today!!!! Shan't bore you with the details though.
HOWEVER, despite it being such a horrid day today, i learnt something new about the behavior of males and females. I am now
fully convinced that men are
really from Mars and women are from Venus. I guess any idiot should be able to deduced by now that I didn't have a good time with my bf today.
It is really quite interesting to note the different behaviors and reactions of men and women. Okaay, it's only interesting in retrospect or if you happen to be the by-stander. I would totally agree with you that it is
not fun when you're the one involved. But anyway, as i was saying...it is interesting how women wish to increase the amount of time spent together with their significant other as the relationship matures. On the other hand, guys seem to take it for granted that once they have scored, that's the end of the story. Hey, don't accuse me of being a feminist here now...but this seriously appears to be the trend. Every girl must have heard their mom tell them this!
Well, think about it. When the guy is chasing a girl, he will appear to have ALL the time and money in the world. No effort is too much or any detail too small when it comes to dealing with the target (or shall i say, 'chye'). His friends are of secondary importance and he can go without sleep for days on end just to talk to her on the phone. No idea is a bad idea and whereever she wants to go, he'll take her.
However, once they've been together for a few months (this depends on the guy), he'll start dressing sloppily and suddenly his pocket seems to have developed a hole or something. It is forever...
empty. They just laze around at home all day and everything just gets repetitive.
Hmm....do I sound bitter? Oh well, i guess i should just accept it as a fact of life... Guys are SHIT. Fullstop.
XxX,
audrey at 23:37
Friday, April 16, 2004
helo.
I didn't sleep well last night...there's something wrong with my damnned bedframe. It seems to be sinking in the middle which translates into a back cum butt ache for me. Don't ask me about the butt ache. I dunno why either.
Anyhow, was chatting over the phone (yeah, i can still afford the time to slack at this critical moment in btw my exams) with a long time friend and she was telling me how she needed to meet her bf everyday and how he didn't want to. I mean, she's bored and he's busy. I was kinda left wondering why didn't she just hang out with other ppl or help her bf out, but that's besides the point...in anycase, this whole thing just brings me back to my earlier point aforementioned in my earlier post, that we are all just looking for some entertainment. In fact, I think the entertainment factor rates quite highly among the why-the-hell-i-should-be-together-with-you decision. Haha..Oh boy..when koh reads this, i'll be in hot soup though. Haahhaha....
I digress. Back to what I was saying. It appears that the guy is ALWAYS busy and the girl is ALWAYS the one to rearrange her schedule to accomodate him. I seriously wonder, why's this always the case? Do guys really have so much to do? Or that their work is so important? Or is it just the bored part of me grousing? Hmm.............
XxX,
audrey at 15:21
Thursday, April 15, 2004
First things first... I'd like to say...I'm glad to be back. As I mentioned earlier, there have been so many changes in the last four months. To put it really succintly ( or crudely if u will) I have lost someone special, become older, semi-survived school, fell out with friends, found out who's the bitch who sent me the horrid smses and stopped my bike lessons. There. Oh, don't worry. I will get around to telling my grandmother stories soon enough.
Interesting.. I seem to always blog when i shouldn't be. Looking back, I appear to have last blogged some time during my exams as well. Hm.. In fact, I am in the middle of my exams now..what does this mean? Ah heck, who cares what it means! I only know i'm bored shitless and I need to launch into one of my neverending-oh-so-whinney tirades soon. Ah...I actually feel a little better now. :)
You know, they (you know, the historians and the other important people whom we always refer to as 'they' but never really know exactly know who 'they' are) always say, history repeats itself. I am starting to have a sneaky suspicion that these smart alecks may actually be right. I certainly feel a sense of deja vu. I mean, not that I wan to bore you in my 1st blog session upon this blog's resurrection, but I'm just going to start off by saying the same thing I said the last time...like how i hate school and how i need to pull out more (yes, more) wisdom teeth...Hmm....BUT! Since i have already said that the last time (so everything I say now will just be a repetition and be goddamnned boring) I shall skip the parts about school and teeth.
Okay. You must be wondering..Why am I bored shitless? Well, despite having my exams in a few days, I cant study. And my almost non-existent boyfriend isn't around to entertain me. Yes, I said entertain. I know, it's a little mean to use the word 'entertain' on your potential-but-depends-on-fate spouse but it is in all honesty that I say it.
You know, I really hate people who act all goody goody and try and censor their thoughts. I mean, let's call a spade a spade. Don't we all, at one time or other, use our bf/gf to occupy our time and to kill boredom. C'mon! Admit it lah! Of course I am
not postulating that I have a bf only to kill time. Of course not! I am just saying that a little honesty is good for everyone. :) Anyhow, he's not here and I am bored. So, poor old audrey is left alone with her unruly thoughts.
Seriously. I sometimes think I think too much for my own good. I think i have too many stupid ideas. Or at least that's what my bf tells me when i irritate the hell out of him (girls, you should really try irritating your bfs. Not only is it amusing for you, its good payback for all the times he was late, or went drinking or had a ciggie too many). Don't pity him. Sadistic as it may sound, I think he secretly enjoys the attention. Pity me instead. Im bored. Heehee!
Anyway, the weather is hot, i'm not now not only bored, Im also sticky, oily and STRESSED. Sigh.
I wanna go shopping! And swimming. And tanning. And.....eat banana prata...
XxX,
audrey at 23:48
Well...Hi there...Guess what? This blog is officially ( if I may so say ) resurrected! Haha...
'Tis a sad fact of life that I must admit that blogs are for the terminally bored or lonely. Did I mention that I am dead bored??? I guess that's why this blog has had a new lease of life!!! hahahahaha........
God...this blog has really gathered dust...its been like 4 months since I last posted an entry. Where shall I start? So much has happened. So much has changed. In just a span of 4 months, I feel that I have both gained and lost a great deal. But first! Housekeeping! So, out you damned spot!
XxX,
audrey at 23:11