Saturday, June 11, 2005
am i one sick fuck?
This has been, in the most understated way, one of the most interesting weeks i have had in a very long time.
I've come to the realization that
being true to yourself is a very difficult thing to do indeed..as evident from the ramifications of one of my recent posts on fidelity. I get blasted for speaking my mind. Hmm....practicing self-censorship on my own blog??? What an interesting idea.
But before any argument escalates into anything bigger, i think it would be of note to say that i try not to pinpoint anyone in particular per se in my blogs. Perhaps some of my ideas are controversial and are morally wrong..and
maybe i really am one big sick fuck, but
what's that to you? Would you like to judge me? Okay, i guess.
Judgemental? I...?
Well, i'd like to think that i am less so than most other people. I'd also like to believe that i am generally more accepting of the idiosyncracies of others than most and I don't think i coerce my friends into suscribing to my beliefs. Generally, i'm quite happy to go along with masses..maybe to the extent that over-rides the common sense..or the moral norms.
Now, i don't
really think there ever is a clear right or wrong about
anything in this world. Yup, not even murder. Every murderer commited the crime for a reason..and of course in his/her mind, the reason will always justify the action. So really,
it all just boils down to perspective.Everyone will always think they are right...and in a way, yes, they are.
So why should i disagree with them when they are not wrong? I would agree with them if i were in their shoes. But yet, if i agree that they are right (and which they are, from their perspective), does that mean i am a yes-woman and that i do not stand up for what i believe?
It's always easy to say you are right...but it's always harder to say that the other person is also right.
I don't want to judge people, but then again, everyone judges. Consciously or subconciously, we
all judge. It's only human.
So if i offended you guys, im sorry but maybe it'd just be easier to not read my blog.
XxX,
audrey at 04:12