Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Welcoming 2005

Drats. School's started..and Im still like stuck in 2004. I skipped my first day of school (which always signifies a bad start to the semester) and am now in a complete blur. Great. To top it off, I'm becoming increasingly perplexed by my almost non-existent relationship with my so-called bf. Bah.

Well, since i have mentioned it, is it normal for a couple to drift apart after some time? I am always ever so amazed by people who can remain as close as they were on the 1st day they fell hopelessly in love as 5 years later. I just cannot understand it. Is it me? Or is it him? Or is it that we are just not meant to be? Or the fact that this is normal?

By the way things are going, i fear that i will live a long lonely life. Why is it that 6 hour conversations can disappear and be replaced by silence? When did i stop hanging by the phone hoping he'd call? How is it that we can stop giving each other the time of the day? As they say, familiarity breeds contempt. But, is it acceptable?

Why do relationship always start with a bang..only to fizzle out in the end? Or am I just not quite ready to start a real one? Ah...questions and more questions.

XxX,

audrey at 14:13

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