Monday, January 24, 2005

Hello.

I'm in a good mood today. Why? Because i survived one super long day in school, went jogging (using the word "sedentary" to describe me is usually an understatement), climbed 10 flights of stairs, helped my mom hang the laundry (yes, i amaze myself sometimes too.), changed my hamsters' bedding, had a relatively decent coversation with my bf..and found a book that is worthwhile reading (yes, i have snobby literary taste). Boring? Haha.

Better yet..i discovered only a few days back the main virtue of being a workaholic. You lose weight. And i would like to proudly declare i can squeeze into my size 24 levi's once more. Not that i'm for the stick insect look, but hey..i'm not exactly a long bean, you know.

Woo hoo. So isn't today a good day or what? :D

I was just wondering to myself whether i would seriously end up getting married. Well, i know for a fact that i want to eventually. But its more than just a thin line between wishing and reality.
I seriously wonder if the love of my life has actually passed me by...? And what would i do if that were really true? Hmmz. I wonder if i would ever settle for someone who merely satisfies my requirements..or would it be better to be just alone?

Come to think of it, i never understand why shd 2 ppl who obviously have an attraction for each other choose to sweep everything under the carpet and not get together. Yes..i know, we should always think twice before we jump ship. But hey..life doesn't last forever, you know. I say grab the opportunity by the balls (oops, pardon my language here). The worst part of plain admiration is that you remain as a nobody. Why would anyone want to remain as a nobody? I just don't get it.

XxX,

audrey at 23:46

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