Thursday, April 15, 2004

First things first... I'd like to say...I'm glad to be back. As I mentioned earlier, there have been so many changes in the last four months. To put it really succintly ( or crudely if u will) I have lost someone special, become older, semi-survived school, fell out with friends, found out who's the bitch who sent me the horrid smses and stopped my bike lessons. There. Oh, don't worry. I will get around to telling my grandmother stories soon enough.

Interesting.. I seem to always blog when i shouldn't be. Looking back, I appear to have last blogged some time during my exams as well. Hm.. In fact, I am in the middle of my exams now..what does this mean? Ah heck, who cares what it means! I only know i'm bored shitless and I need to launch into one of my neverending-oh-so-whinney tirades soon. Ah...I actually feel a little better now. :)

You know, they (you know, the historians and the other important people whom we always refer to as 'they' but never really know exactly know who 'they' are) always say, history repeats itself. I am starting to have a sneaky suspicion that these smart alecks may actually be right. I certainly feel a sense of deja vu. I mean, not that I wan to bore you in my 1st blog session upon this blog's resurrection, but I'm just going to start off by saying the same thing I said the last time...like how i hate school and how i need to pull out more (yes, more) wisdom teeth...Hmm....BUT! Since i have already said that the last time (so everything I say now will just be a repetition and be goddamnned boring) I shall skip the parts about school and teeth.

Okay. You must be wondering..Why am I bored shitless? Well, despite having my exams in a few days, I cant study. And my almost non-existent boyfriend isn't around to entertain me. Yes, I said entertain. I know, it's a little mean to use the word 'entertain' on your potential-but-depends-on-fate spouse but it is in all honesty that I say it.

You know, I really hate people who act all goody goody and try and censor their thoughts. I mean, let's call a spade a spade. Don't we all, at one time or other, use our bf/gf to occupy our time and to kill boredom. C'mon! Admit it lah! Of course I am not postulating that I have a bf only to kill time. Of course not! I am just saying that a little honesty is good for everyone. :) Anyhow, he's not here and I am bored. So, poor old audrey is left alone with her unruly thoughts.

Seriously. I sometimes think I think too much for my own good. I think i have too many stupid ideas. Or at least that's what my bf tells me when i irritate the hell out of him (girls, you should really try irritating your bfs. Not only is it amusing for you, its good payback for all the times he was late, or went drinking or had a ciggie too many). Don't pity him. Sadistic as it may sound, I think he secretly enjoys the attention. Pity me instead. Im bored. Heehee!

Anyway, the weather is hot, i'm not now not only bored, Im also sticky, oily and STRESSED. Sigh.

I wanna go shopping! And swimming. And tanning. And.....eat banana prata...



XxX,

audrey at 23:48

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