Sunday, May 18, 2003

hey,

Sorry for the late post but I just want to announce that I have (finally) passed my Riding Prac. 1 at the fourth try. Yay! Anyway, my prac two is schedule for tuesday. Wish me luck so I won't drop my bike during the figure 8 course. :P

I think maybe I am currently in a state of denial. I keep trying to blot the breakup and pain away but like taking a painkiller, it merely numbs your sensations.

I think I remember why I have been so afraid of commitment before. It's the breakup heartache part that scares me. Actually, breaking up is not such a big deal if two people still can remain as good friends. Its only really painful when, overnight, you lose not just your significant other but also your best friend. To me, losing the best friend part is far far far worse than losing a boyfriend...Its so terrible to suddenly discover that the person you have been closest with for 3-4 years suddenly doesn't want to even be your friend anymore.

Anyway, i gtg now. need to go work (yeah, found a part time job finally). anyway, hope u guys will have a better and more entertaining Sunday than me. Ciao!

XxX,

audrey at 13:39

0 lamb droppings