Monday, April 07, 2003

helo! Erm, i didn't not to pursue the "bengs n lians" thing as i said i would in my last entry...kinda lost steam over the last few days but anyway..

Someone i know recently lost both his parents and possibly his elder sister to a deadly disease and i feel really sad for him. I can just imagine the pain that he is going through right now and i don't think that my imagination comes anywhere close to what he is feeling right now. I really hope that he can pull through this difficult time and emerge as a stronger person. While it is really much much easier said than done, there's nothing much that i can do for him right now. Apart from offering him my condolences, pretty much everything i say are just words. A bunch of useless vowels and consonents and pauses.

However, through his painful experience, i realised that we should really treasure every single moment we have. For me, i should really start to learn how to appreciate being bored. maybe the thinking process should be: if i am happy, then great, im happy. if i am bored, at least i am not pissed. if i am pissed, at least i am not mad. and if i am mad, at least i am not sick. if i am ill, then at least i am still alive. ok, thats my resolution..to make the best of the situtation and try to quit being such a whiner.

tata!

XxX,

audrey at 22:51

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